Goodness.

Goodness, I think I really need Spring. The sunshine really restores my outlook on life. I find myself feeling as if I am an annoyance to others. And then I don't feel as worthwhile or needed. Crazy how that goes. A cycle?

I need to know where I stand with others, especially those who are close to me.

I do probably need a little more cardio, and a little less candy eggs. Shoot.

Now I know there are those out there who may say "pity party", but when you write things down, it puts it in perspective that will help you see the real reality.

So maybe I do need Spring, and maybe I do need to know where I stand with others, maybe I do need a little more understanding a little more cardio and less sugar. Whatever it is, I hope it will come soon. Because I do feel a little depressed.